Yea yea I know, I've forsaken poor bloggie for more than 2 weeks. Blame it on Wellington and its after effect. Anyway, to cut the story short, I went flat hunting in Wellington for 5 days last week. How shall I describe Wellington? Hmm...if you have a thing for guys or 'women' in chic business suits, it's definitely a place for you. But I personally found it very intimidating. Good ol' Dunedin with care-free students in jeans and pajamas suits me better. I finally decided on a 2 bedrooms flat up on a chemist shop. It wasn't my plan at all, but funny how things could end up. Oh well, I believe it is a God chosen place for me since I've prayed about it and so did some of my friends.
Recently, a friend keep asking me this question:" Are you happy?" I don't know how to answer this question accurately because 'happy' is a very subjective description. (* hint hint* I loathed subjective questions and trying to play psychologist irritates me) My view of happiness changes over time and experience so it is better to ask me 20 or 30 years later (provided I am still on earth). If happy by your standard means thankful and contented with what I had, then yes. I can never be thankful enough for all the blessings God had given me including finance, friends, family, study, food, shelter, entertainment, etc. But if happy means contented with my current achievement then my answer is a no. I am definitely not contented with my status quo at the moment. I felt I can achieve more and I can strive harder. I have big dreams and I have yet to realize them. People might think I am greedy for success and wealth, well, that's your assumption and you can keep it for yourself. Only God knows my vision and I will not leak it out until I realize them. If I were to say bye bye to Earth at this very moment, I am definitely not happy. I don't have a good result to report back yet...therefore, my contentment shall not end here. I hope that satisfy your question and save your energy from asking me the same question next time because you will never get a definite yes or no from me *wink*.
Well, hello to whoever that's still following me here :) *waves*
2010's almost over, gosh, scary isn't it?
It was only a few months ago that I had graduate...

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