Final day of surgical run. No words or numbers could sum up how much I've learned throughout these 9 weeks. It was a bad start for me. Reading back from my blog entries at the beginning of the run, I was depressed. I hated surgeons. They are snobs. Yes, I still agree so. However, there's always a few exceptions. I had a lot of fun in theater lately. I actually skipped my clinics today to stay for the theater. Compared to 9 weeks ago, I dreaded theater because it is dead boring (nobody explain to me what's going on), I felt awkward (because everybody is busy doing SOMETHING while I just stand and watch) and I was paranoid about being the innocent bystander that received the blast from angry surgeons.
How ironic it is that I actually did more during the last day of my surgical run than all the days summed up. I still have an issue with self-confidence. It is something that I will have to cultivate over time. I'll get there one day. Eventually.
Well, hello to whoever that's still following me here :) *waves*
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